Insomnia...

Days are passing and i think that was a good choice to stay and fight, but my thoughts are killing me from the inside...

I'm asking my self "what if" and i know that is the dumbest question i can ask my self...
But what if this will happen again ?
What if this will kill me for good...

Yesterday was really fun for me, something about 100km on my bike at night (2AM) through forest.
And i never though there will be soooo much spider's web O_O...and few spider's on my head...
Any way, that was fun ;), light's when i was lookin at river, silence, and darkness ;).

Some time later when i put my headphones to my ears there was that word's : 

"I stay up every night
I should've thought twice when I put our lives on the line
I'm a mess
You're the only hope that I hold inside
The self-destruction, the damage I've done
You're the reason I'm still alive"

Yup, Seniorita K.K and him... 

And one more thing, i think there might be a chance i will open again to someone... But right now i need to think about it a little more.. Before i lose last part of my damn soul...

DaTa** out.