Hm. Nadal jest źle. Rodzice twierdzą, że mam fazę. Nie mam. Nie moja wina, że czuję się ak jak się czuję.

Odkryłam w sobie kilka rzeczy. Dość dziwnych. Tłumaczą moje zachowanie czasem.

"Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You,' and 'Rip Apart My Soul,' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab." and it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do, some days you know. . .

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming to if u look just like me
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag
'Cause their dudes look like chicks, their chicks look like dykes
'Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I'm dark and sensitive with low self-esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Hallowe'en
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo" <- w tej chwili to moja ulubiona piosenka x)

Ale Saetia i tak jest wciąż na pierwszym miejscu.

Alex Evans jest zabójczy.

Przez chwilę nawet byłam imoł bojem [nie chodzo ozdjęcie ^^']. Z kolczykiem w dolnej wardze.Z długą grzywką na jedno oko, taką jak lubię.

Mam dość. Czego? Nie powiem, tak żeby było śmieszniej.

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