a boy with a broken heart

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
im not the type to get upset and cry
cause i'll never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships dont get deep to me
never got that whole enough thing
and someone can say they love me truly
but at the time it didn't mean a thing
my mind is gone im spinning round
and deep inside my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip what's happening
i stray from love this is how i feel
this time was different
felt like I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked outta my life
now i'm in this condition
and I've got all the symptoms
of a boy with a broken heart
but no matter
what you'll never see me cry
did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spend so much time
and I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why im sad to see us apart
I didnt give it to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart

how did I get here with you i'll never know
and never meant to let it get so personal
and after all I tried to do to
stay away from loving you
i'm broken hearted i can let you know
and i wont let it show you wont see me cry