It started again...

These last few days really revived me and gave me a lot of strength to fight again.

But despite this, I still hear my inner voice that warns me that something will go wrong somewhere at some point.

I watch rolls on facebook and especially one that goes on repeating one text "I can't slow down"

On the one hand, it's very funny, but the text itself gives me a lot to think about... "I can't slow down" because when I stop again, I have the feeling that something bad will happen...

Anyway, I'm very curious about tomorrow. Will it be what I think it will be or will it be different than I imagined? But no matter what happens, I've already made up my mind.

And all thanks to a few days of peace, respite, oblivion and today where I could be alone somewhere where there was absolutely no one and I could calmly analyze it all.

In this state, nothing surprises me anymore because I foresaw every possible option. And what will be will be, and even if I have no influence on it, I slowly cease to care. Because if someone doesn't need you for anything at all, then you were never important in any aspect.

""I'm tired of pretending that this isn't ending

I'm not sure which side of you I fear the most

"Enemy"

That is the tag you gave me

I guess that makes me

Your favorite scar

Enemy

You pushed until I'm broken

I'm what you made me

A badge of blood and tar

Crash and burn, you think you'd learn

It's almost like you love the pain

If you can't have it, then no one will

You're narcissistic and deranged (just like me)""

DaTa** out.