Something new...

Something very unexpected happened...

A dream that I buried deep inside myself a long time ago because I considered it unrealistic...

I have come to terms with the idea that it will never happen.

But day by day I think that I am slowly gathering strength again and I will build it because I want it and I know that it is worth it.

For now, there is a good sketch of everything in my head that I am slowly pouring out into the light of day. But everything is going in the right direction and to my surprise, everything is taking on colors... 

Of course, I don't want to jinx it, so I won't write everything here, but finally, for the first time in my life, I think I will be and actually I already am happy... 

And all because of a bolt from the blue that hit me so suddenly...

I shouldn't really write this here because this photoblog is about my pain, but all the pain I had started to disappear... 

Which is very strange, because I always thought that the pain I carry inside me would stay with me until the end.. 

And it's slowly being erased... 

And to make it funnier, it's because of one person... Who fills me with the desire to move on...

There are still a lot of questions in my head that need answers, but I finally know these questions... 

Where I didn't even think about them before... 

Either way, time flies... And I already know how to manage it ;).

"My body's on the line now

I can't fight this time now

I can feel the light shine on my face

Did I disappoint you?

Will they still let me over

If I cross the line?"

DaTa** out ;>.