It will be gone...

Time changes many things, every second my thoughts are different. 

But there is an unchanging thought, a thought that keeps circulating in my head. 

The thought of you, the thought that makes me want to move on, the thought that makes me do everything not to think.

The funniest thing about all this is that I already have a plan that I don't want to take into account because of you. 

But unfortunately, everything depends on you, on what you say. 

And it's not that I don't have an opinion on this subject, because I do, but how you answer certain questions and how I decide is mostly up to you. 

Why so ? 

Because that's what I decided, that's what I want, and I know one thing, I love you more than anything, whether you have hard days that you don't want to talk about or whatever. I know I want you and only you. I'll do whatever I have to so you don't have to worry even though I know you will anyway.

I'm just curious if you read everything I write here, every time I pour out my thoughts that don't say too much because that's the purpose of writing this photoblog. Not everyone is able to read all this as I would like them to understand. And this is because I hide too much pain inside that is in all of us but not everyone is able to put it into words for personal reasons.

I just hope you understand what's going on.

DaTa** out... sad as f*ck...