sometimes i'm afraid that i'm not ready for this.. the way your life looks like is in your hands, but what if our present choice won't be good in a future? What if you give everything you have and someday it'll all crash down and you won't handle it? Your life will be broken, you won't be able to stand up? Sometimes this fear comes over me and I'm thinking about different possibilities..
Why do I think so much?
Why can't I just be happy with what I have?