from the inside..

I don't know who to trust, no suprise

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

Trying not to break, but I'm so tired of this deceit

Every time I try to make myself, get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this all the tiring time between and how

Trying to put my trust in you, just takes so much out of me.

I take everything from the inside and throw it all away.

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest.

To find myself again my walls are closing in.

Crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal

Fear is how I fall confusing what is real.

I kept everything inside and even though I tried

what it meant to me will eventually be a memory.

I've put my trust in you pushed as far as I can go

and for all this there's only one thing you should now:

and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter

I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn't matter..