Once I was thinking that I am similar to him . Today .... I don't know. The only thing I know is that ....... eeemmm.......... the answer for that question is deep inside me but I don't want to look for it. Why ? I don't know that eaither.
In last mounth there were 2 times that I nearly ended up with this world, but some mistic power guild me to survive. I know that I don't do anything for this gift. I need a priest ....... I need to ....... ehh this is the part which I want to bare alone ... or mayby I shoud not ;(