things are difficult... unfortunately I dont know how its gonna be any more.. hopefully it will be nice when he comes round tomorrow... im hoping for lots of good words.. with meaning... lots of cuddles and kisses.. while watching movies and smoking sheeshaaa..
apart of that... well in addition to all this hustle I have been ill.. flu... wasnt able to go to work and college ... so no pay next week ; ( luckly I nearly finished my christmas shopping... yeeh.. some of you may think; 'already'? - yees...

excited about christmas... it will be good if everything will be sorted....

                                                                                                                                        yesterday- 8.months.together.

lots of love to you all... and I do apologise those who read my posts...

somehow I feel better after publicating my feelings..

even though im trying to post as often as I can.. but life.is.hard. ! .

btw. on the pic- my nephew-6 months old h.e.n.r.y.k.

                                                                                                                                       I love you my.mr.perfect.L.