Jestem wariatem

Bibi, Synku, Bi

I love the way you sing
Oh, I've been tryna copy every word you say
I love the way you think
You have this way of knowing it'll be okay
Where'd you get that confidence from?
'Cause you wear it like a coat
All this feeling second best
It's got me by the throat
I know
That I've been obsessing in the worst way
Oh, I heard it from a woman on the internet
She told me to eat well and try to love myself
Then maybe I won't wish that I was someone else
(Tell me how, tell me how)
To be more like you
Look I don't wanna fight
No, I just wanna swap our bodies for a day
Imagine I could drive
With the top down
Back and forth across LA
Every time she mentions your name
Oh, she says it like a prayer
Getting caught up in the syllables
I wish I didn't care
But no
Oh, maybe I'm the one she had to outgrow
Oh, I heard it from a woman on the internet
She told me to eat well and try to love myself
Then maybe I won't wish that I was someone else
Oh, I know that I've been flirting with the enemy
But please don't be so perfect right in front of me
I think of all the things that I will never be
(Tell me how, tell me how)
To be more like you
To be more like you
To be more like
To be more like you
To be more like you
To be more like you
To be more like
To be more like you
And look
It's true, it's true, it's true, it's true
I got these insecurities
They're all mine, there's nothing you can do, do, do, do, no
And look
It's true, it's true, it's true, it's true
The other day I caught myself
Just looking at pictures of you, you, you, you, you, no
Oh, I heard it from a woman on the internet
She told me to live a life of no regret
So maybe I won't take you on as such a threat
Tell me how, tell me how
Oh, I know that I've been flirting with the enemy
But please don't be so perfect right in front of me
I think of all the things that I will never be
(Tell me how, tell me how)
To be more like you
To be more like you
To be more like
To be more like you
To be more like you
To be more like you
To be more like
To be more like you

W końcu jakiś zespół

Ulotka lepkość butów

I was on a heavy tip
Try'na cross a canyon with a broken limb
You were on the other side, like always
Wondering what to do with life
I'd already had a sip
So I'd reasoned I was drunk enough to deal with it
You were on the other side, like always
You could never make you mine
And with one kiss
You inspired a fire of devotion that lasts for twenty years
What kind of man loves like this?
To let me dangle at a cruel angle
Oh, my feet don't touch the floor
Sometimes you're half in and then you're half out
But you never close the door
What kind of man loves like this?
What kind of man?
What kind of man loves like this?
What kind of man?
You're a holy fool, all coloured blue
Red feet upon the floor
You do such damage, how do you manage?
Trying to crawl in back for more
And with one kiss
You inspired a fire of devotion that lasts for twenty years
What kind of man loves like this?
What kind of man loves like this?
What kind of man?
What kind of man loves like this?
What kind of man?
But I can't beat ya, cause I'm still with ya
"Oh mercy, " I implore ("Oh mercy, " I implore)
How do you do it? I think I'm through it
Then I'm back against the wall
What kind of man loves like this? What kind of man?

Jestem wdzięczna za moje laski z liceum.

Mam takie dni, jak dziś, w których jestem dla siebie absolutnie nieznośna. Haniebna, wręcz.
Są to dni, kiedy mam wolne i zbyt dużo czasu do namysłu. Bo ten namysł zawsze jest zły.
No i tak nie do końca wiem, jak sobie z tym radzić.

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Zdałam sobie sprawę, że wszechogarniająca próżność niszczy świat.
Sama, niestety, jej ulegam, jak już analizuję swoje marzenia i pragnienia.
To chyba mnie odczłowiecza.
Za to na stare lata zostałam jesieniarą, choć jesieni dotychczas nienawidziłam.
Dziwacznie.

Co czyni z nas ludzi?
A co nas dehumanizuje?

skłonię się ku nieboskłonie
mam ochotę ponurzać się w liściach za każdym razem, gdy idę na długi spacer
i...
dzisiaj to zrobiłam :)

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