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I was full of hope.. hope for better tomorrows..

I was full of love.. love which I wanted to give.. to You..

Since I was born I died for a few times..  One death was a big one..

I couldn't born again.. I was a ruin.. but..

Love helped me stand up.. but not for a long time.. just for a while.. 

I died again.. but not all.. part of me wanted to live..

And this time I could come alive.. alone.. with no help

but I wasn't happy..

Then.. I met you..

I didn't want to fall down again.. so I didn't want to fall in love..

But.. One day.. I understood.. that it's stronger then me..

I was so mad.. because of myself.. that I let that happen..

But.. it was too late.. I couldn't fix it..

Once I thought.. that this one time.. someone really loves me..

But now.. I think that it was a lie..

Like my whole life.. my fucking whole life..

I can't have a normal life.. I know.. that I can't..

I feel that I'm cursed.. and I can't do anything with that..

But it's ok.. I understand.. it's my destiny..

And I'm dying.. this time..  so slowly..

But.. I'm not gonna let you go.. oh no.. no way..

This time.. I won't be a whore.. whore of feelings.. <3

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