'I am not as strong as you. (...) You are the strong one, the one who can endure living with the possibility of a love like this, (...)
I ask you not to judge me for my weakness. The only way i can endure is to be in a place I will never see you, never be haunted by the possibility of seeing you (...) If you don't come, I'll know that whatever we might feel for each other, it isn't quite enough. I won't blame you, my darling... (...) I hate thought that I could cause you any unhappiness.(...)'