It's just beginning

I just started. Focused on myself 'cause everybody's words just pushed me off my point. Now i decided to change everything, stop being intersted in somebody else because it'll just damage everything i wanted to prove to myself. The only thing i want to follow now is my targets which are my priority. They laugh of me, they don't trust me, they don't belive me, only thing now i've got left is my own will. I saw that i cared too much of people i hardly even know. That was the biggest mistake i've made, now it's time to turn things up. I'll show to myself that every word i heard from them was a fucking lie, i will prove to them, to myself, to everybody that i can reach my targets one after one till i'll make everything come back to me, but this time with positive results. People? Now i started to AVOID all feelings that could make me stop doing what i want. I don't want again to feel like a trash between everybody around, i want to feel like a winner to myself. That's the target i choose, and that's the target i will follow.