listen, listen, beat-by-beat!

and if I show you my dark side - will you still hold me tonight? and if I open my heart to you and show you my [i]weak[/i] side... what would you do? hey. [i]what about heartache? what about the emptiness inside? it doesn't just fade away! turning the knife. how much can I bleed? (the cut runs deep) I can't find no salvation, can't find no healing touch.[/i] [b]and[/b] [i]I'm not supposed to be scared of anything but - I [b]don't[/b] know where I am! I wish that I could move - but I'm exhausted. and nobody understands how I feel. (feelin' weak and wear walkin' through this world alone everything they say, every word of it cuts me to the bone. and I bleed.)[/i] oh, I'm so sick, so sick of myself. pretending I don't feel misplaced, sometimes I feel like screaming... oh, I've always felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing... I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go on the pain I've held so long (erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along: [b]somewhere I belong.[/b] (all things in this note are quotes, just a little changed, from a lot of songs which I won't tell about)