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I hate myself today. I don't know what's happening to me. I hate my face today. How can I date someone with a face like that? I know, you're gonna dump me again and I'm gonna cry. Cuz you want a perfect girl and I'm not what you expenced. Maybe I should put some makeup and find some crazy outfit. But I'm very tried today and I don't care if I'm not pretty. Should be like these girls, skinny and great all the time. Im still wearing my slippers and eat all the candies at home. I should sleep more, and stop going out everyday. I should focus more, and stop complaining today. Tell me, how can I date someone with a face like that? I know youre gonna dump me again, and I am gonna cry.

SoKo - Shitty day.