i zastanawiam się...

"Czy wszystko, co kiedykolwiek czułem,

mogłoby być prawdziwe już na zawsze.
Czy cokolwiek mogłoby znów być dobrze..."

Sweet Jesus. Time flies! We're already in June... Remember when I told, some posts ago, that I felt this year wasn't going to suck? Well, yeah, I was wrong. Just saying. Not that 2012 is in fact being bad, but it obviously isn't being great either. Too much expectations lead to too much disappointments. I should've known. But, hey, that's fine... I'm pretty used to it now. Now, that my mind has been fully infected with a virus called...what's it called anyway?

"Jedyną rzecz o którą cię poproszę,
 przyrzeknij, że nie przestaniesz, gdy cię o to poproszę."

Uh. Whatever. I'll be coping with everything. For how long? I don't know, man, but what control do I have over this? What can I do?me, who got nothing left to lose? If reality is blending with fantasy, if dreams are out of sight, if both soul and body don't exist anymorehow to proceed?

Lass mich schlafen.

Dobranoc,

S.K.R.