die hard bithes!

Every time, every fucking time I attempt to do what I really want and what I wasn't able to do before, something goes wrong. I just wanted to go out to the parties, meet up with friends, fuck each girl I'd fancy without even knowing her name and drink to the death. Yet I have to remain in this fucking room and feel like shit! I'm so done of all of this. The only positive thing right now is that I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm no longer holding on to something/someone. It's a lot better this way I guess, besides I have to focus on my plans and on everyday life because it is supposed to ROCK! Sometimes hatered and rage are not enough to burn all of the problems to the ground, witch means that I have to use every bad emotion as a benefit and motivation.

Now I'm gonna take what is mine even by force. I don't give a fuck about rules or consequences. I shall party hard for 5 days (day by day) and it doesn't matter that I will miss classes at school..

As soon as I get better I will break every rules possible to be broken!

FUCK! I hate pretty much everything. It's time to make other people's lives miserable because nothing pleases me as much as making and seeing others suffer...

I'm done of writing.

I just hope that all of those pathetic people who enjoyed themselves and went to the party will die as hard as they were partying.

The absolute vengeance mode: activated