"Anyway, i can try anything it's the same circle that leads to nowhere and i'm tired now anyway, i've lost my face, my dignity, my look everything is gone and i'm tired now but don't be scared, i found a good job and i go to work every day on my old bicycle you loved i'm pilling up some unread books under my bed and i really think i'll never read again no concentration, just a white disorder everywhere around me you know i'm so tired now but don't worry i often go to dinners and parties with some old friends who care for me, take me back home and stay monochrome floors, monochrome walls only abscence near me, nothing but silence around me monochrome flat, monochrome life only abscence near me, nothing but silence around me sometimes i search an event or something to remember but i've really got nothing in mind sometimes i open the windows and listen people walking in the down streets there is a life out there but don't worry i often go to dinners and parties with some old friends who care for me, take me back home and stay anyway, i can try anything it's the same circle that leads to nowhere and i'm tired now anyway, i've lost my face, my dignity, my look everything is gone and i'm tired now but don't be scared, i found a good job and i go to work every day on my old bicycle you loved mochrome floors, monochrome walls only abscence near me, nothing but silence around me monochrome flat, monochrome life only abscence near me, nothing but silence around me"