I don't know what to do, never seems
To end up being true
Seeps in underneath the door
Sinks in and stains the floor
I don't know what to feel
Takes so long
For these wounds to heal
Tell me it's not really real

Stop, stare, and watch me burn
Someday it'll be your turn
Can't fool me, I can see all the things
That you don't want me to see
You threw my heart away
That's the price that I paid
I know it's never fair, promised me
You'd always be there
But you never really cared (?)

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???

nie ma już celów, planów, nadziei, nie ma nic.
nie ma NIC.

now it's one empty bottle and two broken hearts...


euforii 2008 wystarczyło ledwo do lipca. do większej ilości nie mam prawa. zapomniałam wykupić jakiś abonament?

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<sup>I drove really fast before I hit the wall
I was punch drunk, spinnin' round, heading for a fall
Do or die now, got scared, so I stalled
You can have it all

Your eyes inside the back of my mind
Stars collide to see who outshines
Your eyes inside the back of my mind
It's making me blind

We can hate
We can hate each other
We can be down then fuck one another
We can hold it up, then set it on fire

Life is sacrifice and you can be a martyr
But it's more than I can stand
When you're looking down on me
Cause I can't live up to you, that makes me incomplete
I never wanted anything more
So I'll just say good-bye and watch you walk out the door

I want to be all you want me to be
I want to be all you think that you see
Would you leave me here when nobody cares?

I tried really hard not to care at all
Medicate myself
Xanax, alcohol
My admissions made me feel so small
You can keep it all

I can change
We can change for each other</sup>
We can let go and accept one another
We can tear it down to the ground and start over
Life is compromise

^{So if I let you down then I'll pick you up again
In the end
Suspend confidence in me to come through
To be who I want to be and to do what I want to do
Never turn my back on you...}