Why? Because of cheap wine.
Some parts of me gets messy, some stays too sober. It's not like I'm not controlling my life, but skip too many decisions, lose to many chances. Just want some change. From my New Year's resolution I only managed to fullfill first three which is not specially impressive. 3/10. Had some fun with the last one, but (probably because of my fault) finally I just got colder. It didn't slow me down when I came up with an idea to fuck with others life. I could turn on the counter of mistakes made. Or done. Whatever.
At least I'm doing something with music and that's not just listening.
Why in english? Don't know. I think that everything in English sounds more like rocknroll. 'such clever'
SdrDick