where i am?

I thought about one thing...

Where I am now? Where is real me?

I don't know if this what I'm doing now is correct, but I haven't got power for something else, for something stronger...

I already said to you that betwen us ther will not be anything more than friendship, but you don't understand and still you try to make mi think about you in different way. Unfortunately, this is impossible. I know what I can think about you and that's all. 

I remember when few years ago I was so happy! And I couldn't realise it... Now I feel bad with this, but life goes on... 

I would like to make everything easier but I can't. 

I wish you everything what is the best, but without me. 

It's too much. I can't still pretend.

Goodbye, my friend!

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