From this place, I want to thank one of the most amazing and important people I have ever met. Even if they won't be able to find out.
Dear Z, without you, nothing would be as it is now. I don't want to know what kind of person I would be, but probably bot as happy as I am now. You made me. I owe you so much, if not everything.
Dear H, you made me believe in myself. You loved me, when I couldn't love myself and that was the most significant lesson in my life.
Dear J, you completely changed my attitude. Without you, I woudn't be standing where I am now. Most of all, I am not sure if I would be still alive and now I really like being alive.
I feel great. I have my ups and downs, things are not always perfect, but I'm going forward. I learned from my past, I learned from you and from lessons you gave me. I'm doing my best to be the best, becasue of you I know it's worth the effort. So please believe that things are good with me, and even when they're not, they will be soon enough."