I didn't have much to say

Hmmm...

W sumie tytuł mówi sam za siebie.

Cóż mogę dodać?

Teoretyczna cisza i spokój. Czyli stagnacja.

Tylko wczoraj, kiedy wracałam z miasta, stojąc na ciemnym przystanku wpatrywałam się w gwiazdy i poczułam to dziwne, artystyczne natchnienie. Obezwładniajacą świadomość, że świat ma drugie dno, ukrytą twarz.

Znów stworzyłam swój własny świat do którego nie mogę wrócić.

Czuję się jak Alicja w krainie rzeczywistości - tej surowej i poszarzałej.

Extreme ways are back again
Extreme places I didn't know
I broke everything new again
Everything that I'd owned
I threw it out the window; came along
Extreme ways I know will part the colors of my sea
perfect colored me

Extreme ways they help me
They help me out late at night
Extreme places I had gone
That never seen any light
Dirty basements, dirty noise
Dirty places coming through
Extreme worlds alone
Did you ever like it planned?

(...)

Extreme sounds that told me
They held me down every night
I didn't have much to say
I didn't give about the life
I closed my eyes and closed myself
And closed my world and never opened up to anything
That could get me at all

I had to close down everything
I had to close down my mind
Too many things could cut me
Too much could make me blind
I've seen so much in so many places
So many heartaches, so many faces
So many dirty things
You couldn't even believe