the day it was over or beggining

This is it then. Koniec. 

Is it really that some things need to end so the new ones can fall into place?

There has been a very silent mode inside me for a while now.

How is it that the minute the closest place to my heart disappears in flames, something inside me awakens? Suddenly I write again. 

And I keep wondering. 

How many things are there that you are dreaming of doing? 

How many things you are planning to do in your life? How many places you plan to visit 'one day'? How many things you plan to achieve? How many people you plan to see? How many lessons you plan to take?

How many things are on your 'bucket list'?

How is it that we live our lifes absolutely consumed by the everyday routine, yet planning to do all those magical things we always dreamt of doing?

One day I am going to travel around the world. One day. 

What does it mean one day? How do we know when it comes?

Or, does it ever come?

How long do we need to plan things for before we actually get to do them?

Planning. Dreaming. Considering. Wanting. 

- never actually doing. YET.

How many times have you said 'one day..'?

So what if 'one day' does not exist? What if one day never comes? What if, we are planning to do things at the time we dont actually know we have. What if, one day is never given to us? What if the things we plan to do are not given? What if there is an expire date on them? What if there is an expiry date on EVERY THING.

What if you think you have time, but perhaps,

you dont?

Would that make you THINK?

We keep planning things for the future, constantly thinking it is not the time yet. But if the time never comes, we have not only lost our dreams, we lost the time we had to plan something that never happens. What if instead of spending time planning, we spend our time doing. What if instead of waiting for 'one day' to come, we create it ourselves. What if by doing we decide for it to come?

Would that make you THINK?

Don't take things for granted. There is an expiry date on every THING. By the time you think you are ready, it might all be gone. 

Don't just plan. Spend you're time DOING.

I will never have a chance to spend some time in this house anymore. Spend the time, that I planned to spend.