bullshitandteenspirit1

I've gotten so used to not being able to see you everyday, so used to it that i can cope and go through days just fine without you here.I can be alone or with friends  and i would be happy. But when i suddenly see couples together laughing, looking into each others eyes and smiling, cuddling and even simply holding hands; that's when i suddenly dont feel strong anymore and my heart starts to ache and i feel like breaking down. I try and stay strong everyday. i mean thats what ive been doing for all this while, but im alwys going to see a couple and wish you were here with me, right next to me. It sucks, it sucks so much that i cant hug, see, just simply be with the person i love so much, but this is a decision what we both made and i dont regret it, i dont wish i was with someone here and i dont blame the distance; distance was how we found each other and distance will never seperate us emotionally.

LOVE LEAVES A MEMORY THAT NO ONE CAN STEAL, BUT IT ALSO LEAVES A SCAR THAT NO ONE CAN HEAL. 

I need you

By; Bullshitandteenspirit.

(Wiktoria Czarnowska)