Waiting in the middle.

Stoję tu. I czekam na cud. A nóż widelec sie zdarzy? Nie. Cudów nie ma. Straciłam wiarę. Straciłam nadzieję. Bo co ja sobie myślałam niby? Hę? Co aj sobie w tej głupiej głowce uroiłam co? [b]Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you dont see me, you dont... here i'm in between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights where im tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then youre gone the shock lifts the red from my face when i hear someone's taking my place how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel when all, all that i did was for you [/b]