How to control that what comes to me, what hammers into me, changes me, leaves a permanent trace?
How to hold away from myself everything that twists so much my life and thoughts?
I feel defenseless, like opened wound exposed to infections and poisons.
Surrounded by information, mottos, truth, maxims and holiness and so painfully I feel, that I stick out, that I don't fit in.
...i p|ierdole że to nie na miejsciu.