Take me away.

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands

Avril Lavigne "Take me away"

Please, take me away from here. Take me far far far and more. 

I still can't believe that you're not here, with me.

It is one fucking unreal lie.

Fucking place, where your daddy hates you, thinking that's all your faut.

Where your grandma can say you: You're nothing for your parents. They don't love you.

And she is thinking that you should be happy, that she's care about you.

In this unreal world I can't stop thinking, that it's all just a dream.

Fucking nightmare,  but still fake.

And that one thing helps me in breathing.