I was a fucking stick in 2012. It's slowly changing, training give me muscles, trainings give me power to continue them. I thought that i have to find motivation in myself. That thing is pure anger which i have to discharge on a fucking gym. Yes... maybe it's starnge but i have met too many stupid girls turning around some gay-looking fuckers which are biggest pussys i've ever met. So i promised to myself that i won't look like them. Hope i will never give up.