learningtotalkagain

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.

There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I make believe.
Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,
No one will appear, here and make me real.


I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams)

to jest trudniejsze niż myślałam.
nie sądziłam, że kiedyś do tego dojdzie.
 jest toksycznie.
nienawidzę rzeczywistości.

It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.

- I miss you, I'm so sorry </3