Rapsodia z zachwytem serca. 

Wow... I'm 20 years old now! Time flies, doesn't it? I'm not sure on what to feel right now. 

I want to be happier this time. I don't want to stay the same. There are so many yearnings inside me right now... They've always been there, but I had never found the way to let them out.

Right now I'm listening to Green Day's 21 Guns. I hadn't done so for at least 8 years, how crazy is it? The lyrics for this song makes a lot more sense to me now, I think I'd never given it much of a thought, to be honest...

No, I think it's the exact song for the moment I am living nowadays, for the past few days...

Do you know What's worth fighting for,
When It's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a  c: place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms
Into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms
Into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms
Into the sky