So, so you think, that you can tell. What ? We are nothing. You are, I am. We are not! Fuck. NOT. You touch my heart, you touch my soul. You tell mi sweet words. You give me hope. Fucking hope. I can't have it. But I have. Please, please, please. Where is the end ? No hape ending. Just the end ! The end of my feelings, the end of my problems, the end of me. I like silent. I can think, when she is. I can show me a lot of things. Yesterday, all my troubles seams so far away. But they are here. They were behind You.HERE! NOW! Why ?! Why me again ? God, please, please stop it. Stop it now. It's silly. It's so silly. Almost. Almost isn't all. You tell me sweet lies. You feed me them. I have hope, that I'll forget HIM, and I'll fall in love with you. But.. But I was stupid. Stupid, fucking, silly girl. She isn't thinking. She just is. Fuck. I hate myself. Why can't I kill it ? Why ? Today is good day for death. Death waiting for me. I'll come to you. Maybe tomorrow ? Maybe today ? Maybe .... Complitated. Fuck. You kiss my lips, and next you forget about this. Fuck! WHAT I'VE DONE?! WHAT?! For what I must carry this ?! Why me ? Why... ? Why nobody understand me ? Why ... ! WHY! The world without you is so empty, so sad... It's nothing without you. You are the all. You are the world. You are my life. And I cannot live without you. It's difficult. So difficult. I'm scared of tomorrow. I'm scared. Why did you lie me?! WHY?! What I've done you ? What ? Why you hate me so much ? Please, belive me. I'm not guilty for this !  But maybe you thinking, that I should be feeling guilty? SHOULD I ? Sorry, I'm forgetting about different thinks. You say me sweet lie, sweet like sweets. But you can't say me the Truth. So, say her hello, by me. 
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