I'm out.

FUCK IT ALL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrdfCtrUa44

"Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like You.

She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me

I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like You,
There's no one in the world like You."

www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a4C_SxvITk

Two roads, Split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to be.

Note to self
I wanted to be the breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere,
But this taste Still Lingers In my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around,
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far.. seems far from here.

Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what...
we call a tragedy.
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
To me.


I can feel my mind,
wandering again.
Into where I dont know,
and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving,
faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.


Two roads...Split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to....

Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so...Far!