break the habit

last memory

I don't know why I do it...
I don't know...
Maybe I want to leave this love...
Yes... I wrote it... I named it...
It's love...
True love...
This love is too painful...
I thought I had forgotten about him...
I hoped that I didn't think about everything what was last year...
But it isn't the truth...
I must say it...
I must say that it was love of my life.
I must say that I love him.
He was love of my life...
I know...
I know that I must forget...
But I can't.
I really want, but I can't!
It's too hard for me...
I'd like to trust that I'll forget...
I'd like to forget...
but it's still in my heart...
in my mind...
in my memories...
I'm not stronger...
I don't know whether at any time I will forget about it...
It still is causing pain...
I don't know what I should do...
Maybe I should wait...
Maybe...
I know that I have somebody...
But...
It's too difficult

I must trust that I will forget and I will be happy...
I don't know when but I must trust.

^{to boli...}

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