The end of....

Happy. happy happy. happy!!!!! happy... happy?
5 letters - that's all.
maybe if I'm gonna say it more often it will finally become true? Doubtful!

Something has ended recently. Something that made me more open and trustful. It wasn't the best time to end this but what can I do...? I'm just gonna miss Thursday Truth Day... It was quite difficult 4 months, trying to deal with the past, trying to talk about the past, trying to admit what has happend in the past... How it affects my life and how weak I am not to be able to deal with it.

Got some really good advices how to get through the difficult day or night. Trying to use those tips but sometimes it's impossible.

Someday it will be better. I belive it. I just don't know if it's going to be in this life...