time changes everything

There was a time, when I thought positive... about every single thing that was happening. Now, now, for the first time in my life I'm starting to see some things I never saw before. I was smarter, when I was younger. I was prettier inside when I looked worse than today. I was happier, because I made good choices. I was special, now I just look special. I was the one and only, now I'm one in a millions. I need to change that all, I need to stop the stupidity growing, I need to get smarter, real smarter. I need responsibility. I need books and motivation. I need a project, I need it all. The only thing that will change is the fact that I will come to that. I will be smarter, prettier inside, happier and more responsible. I will be an adult from now.