crying for no reason.

I pushed all my problems to the back of my mind

Then they surfaced in my dreams, vague on the light
I sweep all my issues to somewhere I can find
In hope that Ill forget but theres just so many times

Why cant I be strong and just confront all my fears?
When my fear is hurting you Im being sincere
But how many more days can I run? How many years
Emotions flooding and I was so soon and so clear

Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force

I pushed all my problems to the back of my brain
A darkness deep inside where I just cant find my way
How can I walk with a smile? Get on with my day
When I deceived myself pretending its all okay

I tried my best to hold it all together, I know
The strings have worn away and now Im all exposed
I try and hide it all away on top of the shelf
I can lie to everyone but not to myself

Forgive me now cause I said that Ill be there for you, care for you
I let you down, I walked away
Cause there were things I couldnt say to you, say to you
Im breakin now.

Mętlik. Pieprzony mętlik. Nie daję rady. 

Zniknij z mojego życia, proszę. Tak bardzo proszę, zniknij.