conversation with my 15 y.o-self

conversation with my 15 year old self
conversation with my 15 year old self

You're angry
and the hell was born in your hands
You're lonely
and there's nothing what can you change
You're cry
at nights and you take your tears
among dark stars

Come over here
and let me hug you darling
i wanna sing to you
a song of deadly words

i promise you
it will be better
but you need more time for this

your eyes
are filled with "tomorrow" every day
your hands
try to find again "yesterday"
Quarell
with all world...it hurts so much

You can't calm your heart through deep breath
and hide your sadness
but please, don't disappeare in silence of your thoughts

come over here
and scream and cry and miss
even if it's not working
even if in your veins you feel toxin from many lies

Maybe this night of lost memories
can learn you absorb sad glow of Sun
Maybe you need some decisions
But Please don't leave reality
maybe you're so indifferent to life
But please don't grow up yet
Let yourself make mistakes

conversation with my 15 year old self
conversation with my 15 year old self