NYE 2013

Only 4 days left in Poland and then back to reality. Although I'm here now, enjoying family, friends and shopping, at night I still go back to my real life and struggles. Back at work, soon back in college to hopefully kill it and get on that damn Dean's list. I had a great New Years Resolution this year, nothing about apperance, working out bla bla bla anymore. This year it's time to let go of the past. Not forget, but learn and keep the memories, good or bad. I did some radical steps and day 3 - I'm feeling pretty fucking good.

Yeah, love songs are written by Hollywood stars or their writers, but I sure can relate to many of them, even though I don't describe my love as the one from a movie.

And Taylor Swift knows what to say, like no other.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9y8Vy1M2p4o

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now