u g l i n e s s

"I don't look in the mirror
I don't like what I see
staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
It's not me
So beautiful and free
I'll never be what you need
Can't help at all
I was born so beautiful
But now I'm ugly
(...)

And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies everyday

I'll never be what you need
Can't help at all
My love was so beautiful
But now I'm ugly

(I'm good enough, but I don't care
I'm good enough, but I'm not there
I'm good enough, but I don't care
The sun is out, but I'm not there...)"

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wódka i czekoladki.

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`I turn my back to count
All the daffodil seas that surrounded
I close my eyes, and then hear the water wake up.

Where did you go?
Where'd you go?
Where'd you go?
Hey, where'd you go?

Every night on a Monday, I will visit the same spot that I hate.

It's been five years since then.
And when it hits September..
I'll feel like I'm dying again.

So I went to the doctor.

I told him, oh my heart will break, If I couldn't see you.

He just, gave me more pills...

(But when I'm with you
I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine.)

We can sit, we can talk about, talk about...Butterflies.

Butterflies. Butterflies.`