Stay weird. 

it hurts you know? you believe in someone, again you open up your heart to someone and they let you down.

and you can't tell it to anyone becouse they just don't understand. you just have to suck it up, smile and pretend that's everything is fine.

when you tell out loud what's wrong, firstly they don't understand your feelings, secondly they don't care, and fineally they just gonna think you are weird and live you becouse you are sad. it's not worth it. suck it up. cry in your pillow but for god sakes don't tell it out loud. today you HAVE to pretend if you want them to stay in your life. it's hard i know. but you have no choice. een if you don't trust them, you can't tell it to anyone. you can't tell anything, just be quiet.