"As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death

I take a look at my life and realize there's nothin' left"

Any last words?

I'm not sure. It's all different... Everything has changed. I should have died that day. What's wrong? I don't really know. I don't feel anything. Anything except pain. It's so dark out there. All I want now is to go to the light and leave everything that made me who I am. To end this. I cannot explain why... No answers, just questions.

Why did this happen to me?