I don't know how to gauge who I am anymore. I don't feel like myself. I feel like I have been gradually becoming different for a while. I just feel like somebody else. I feel crazy. I fear not knowing who I am.
I'm a compulsive liar. I'm whiny. I say things just to hurt people. It's nearly impossible for me to let others in. I'm a walking mass of complexes. I'm never satisfied. I hate... I hate everything. So much. I'm an inch away from offing myself or everyone around me. What isn't awful about me?