so what?

when my life is mine favourite kind of sadness i try change something...and its always wrong for me. or maybe i should say 'what is wrong with me?' nevermind. sometimes i feel like i don't have a partner and i feel like my only friends... you definetly know this song. i know too and its my greatest solace when i have a very bad day. but you don't think that if i have a bad day i'll stop to think about you. its the worst idea ever. in my soul you're still something what i need but i don't wanna wonder about it. exactly, i loved you and i love and i'll love...thats sound so hopeless.. what do you mean? Sometime i think that i'm nothing without you. now, i know that i'm better human without you. even if i don't know this yet. i still learn it. maybe my feeling by you was a mistake. but it was my mistake 

you don't know what i feel but i pretty positive that will be alright. i need time pretty much the same as you.