"it is not past, it is now.... i love you. love you for ever, be with me, sleep with me, love me"- u said. now you're dead.
i was crying a little bit. im sad inside . i was dreamin bout my dead love. now hes six feets underground. its almost year since i saw u last time... i miss you, i so fucking miss you. i know that nobody will understand that... now.. its past.
i love you.
dont open my heart, dead inside.
why is it so hard for me to smile? maybe some day i will. maybe.
i feel heay. i want to sleep, and never stop.
dreaming about something that i wll never have.
though im going 2 fight 4 what i dream of. life's a bitch.
i wont fuck that slut, i would kill her.
fuckk.
goodnight.