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lost& am i lost in my own mind? or in the world of reality & is life a dream or does the dream live in me& what do i dream about.. who, when, why? will i be forever in my own dream? what happens when my body is sleeping? do i cry, smile or laugh.. am i happy? Happiness is something everyone wants but do we all get it.. its having what you want and wanting what u have its beautiful.. but what about the things that call themselves nightmares.. the evil that haunts my thoughts and makes me hide under the covers .. that makes me shiver with fear and staple my eyes shut with despair.. are these real things? real lies? The dream within a dream.. the false awakening of reality but you are still asleep.. the discomfort of feeling of how realistic it is, the useless effort of you trying to wake yourself up& or the hope that you imagine something of the impossible like flying to know you are asleep& complications, unknown questions, difficult answers .. life. 

-Zara Sasoon 

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