Yes, he had me. Not my body. Me. After long time. After all demons on my back. After all that scared. After all that uncertainty and my insecurity. He just had me. But he released me. From his hands, from his arms, from his heart. Thats why I know that he had me. Thats why now I feel so heavily deep inside. Thats why Its harder to breath. Thats why. We really messed this up.