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hopelessly drift in the eyes of the ghost again
down on my knees and my hands in the air again
pushing my face in the memory of you again
but i never know if it's real

never know how i wanted to feel

never quite said what i wanted to say to you

never quite managed the words to explain to you

never quite knew how to make them believable

and now the time has gone
another time undone

hopelessly fighting the devil

futility

feeling the monster climb deeper inside of me

feeling him gnawing my heart away
hungrily

i'll never lose this pain

never dream of you again

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